Saturday, December 09, 2006
As good as it gets...
The truth behind the story…
Ever had something you wanted so badly it felt surreal? Going through an illusion like "feels good while it lasts" kinda situation? A dream, a dream that one hopes to stay in forever... Interesting why most good things never lasts. We always wake up to the reality that some things aren't just what they seem they are. Sad, yet true... Which is better though? Having to go through the constant pain of losing this something we want so badly or not having it at all?
Well I did find someone who has somehow fulfilled some of my secret dreams…
Unfortunately she also makes me so mad sometimes that I go crazy… I guess this is what happens when you fall in love as per my mentor Ken.
I guess I do love her and I just do know yet…
It’s too hard to tell though. Hopefully we will be happy together… There are lots of things that scare me though…Her very somehow spoiled background makes me apprehensive of pursuing her.
But then she has big, kind, thoughtful and forgiving heart… A few days ago we had a fight that I thought might end everything (everything in 7 days)…The thing is, she goes really quiet when she’s mad and it’s really hard to get through her… good thing I just kept my cool… We worked things out and was able to patch things up on the same night…
She’s not everything I wished for, but I really think I’d be a better person with her… I might need to learn a few lessons from her… but hey, what’s life without lessons?
Ever had something you wanted so badly it felt surreal? Going through an illusion like "feels good while it lasts" kinda situation? A dream, a dream that one hopes to stay in forever... Interesting why most good things never lasts. We always wake up to the reality that some things aren't just what they seem they are. Sad, yet true... Which is better though? Having to go through the constant pain of losing this something we want so badly or not having it at all?
Well I did find someone who has somehow fulfilled some of my secret dreams…
Unfortunately she also makes me so mad sometimes that I go crazy… I guess this is what happens when you fall in love as per my mentor Ken.
I guess I do love her and I just do know yet…
It’s too hard to tell though. Hopefully we will be happy together… There are lots of things that scare me though…Her very somehow spoiled background makes me apprehensive of pursuing her.
But then she has big, kind, thoughtful and forgiving heart… A few days ago we had a fight that I thought might end everything (everything in 7 days)…The thing is, she goes really quiet when she’s mad and it’s really hard to get through her… good thing I just kept my cool… We worked things out and was able to patch things up on the same night…
She’s not everything I wished for, but I really think I’d be a better person with her… I might need to learn a few lessons from her… but hey, what’s life without lessons?
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